Relationship Apprentice

Jilted Lover by Ultimatetattts

For the life of me, it’s incomprehensible the turn events took between you and me.

My mind sorts, sifts, and shakes out debris wondering how we can flow again melodically.

Such abrupt exiting without respectfully enlightening me gives rise to unnecessary vexation.

Is that the way it was to be—your temporary brevity?

Was anything of significance meant to occur between you and me besides our affable exchanges?

Surely, it can’t be that I’m not to see what interested me about thee?

Could you just up and leave me desperately trying to examine where we went from affable to enemies?

I can’t fathom thee running from me ‘cause I saw through thee openly purely naturally.

Your light radiated exquisitely, wholeheartedly, and genuinely reflecting your amazing virility.

We willingly submitted to beauty’s serenity, which granted our hearts an awesome opportunity to experience each other outwardly.

However, knowledge of you digging me intimately flees swiftly because your feelings for me ceased flowing freely.

For the life of me, I cannot understand the complexity of this seemingly finality.

My heart is extremely optimistic—standing resolute in my belief that love on this side of eternity still exists.

©2012, Nesi Writes

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Freedom to Fly Reigns

Art: Nancy Hannans, Bird in The Hand

Calling all those I’ve secretly held captive in my bosom of possessiveness. I set you free.

You are welcome to perch on my outstretched hand where freedom to fly reigns.

Flashes, of unpleasant memories of holding too tightly, are but remnants.

Captivity’s chains are now part of the non-essential crew.

I offer opened hands washed of possession’s poison as a gift to you if you desire rest, refuge, and freedom to play.

Awareness speaks…

©2012, Nesi Writes

Game Over Today

Image via Black-Eyed Suzie

I’m feeling game over. I can’t carry this relationship thing. I don’t feel a connection, beyond “we have a connection.” So, what’s next because I’m at gridlock, stalemate, and impasse? I’m just not feeling me feeling you. Maybe it’s only a today thing. We’ll see. Honestly, I’m not feeling you right now. My latest discovery of being disconnected from myself is possibly causing me to think as I am. I don’t know—mere guessing. Honestly, I do not feel you today, and I don’t want to try to fake it. See you tomorrow…

©2012 Nesi Writes