Love Play’s Ambiguity

Artist: Romare Bearden, Morning of Red Bird

Fervent possessing, caressing, and undressing lacking consensual mutuality spasmodically decimate love play considering agendas remain ambiguous.

©2012, Nesi Writes


Freedom to Fly Reigns

Art: Nancy Hannans, Bird in The Hand

Calling all those I’ve secretly held captive in my bosom of possessiveness. I set you free.

You are welcome to perch on my outstretched hand where freedom to fly reigns.

Flashes, of unpleasant memories of holding too tightly, are but remnants.

Captivity’s chains are now part of the non-essential crew.

I offer opened hands washed of possession’s poison as a gift to you if you desire rest, refuge, and freedom to play.

Awareness speaks…

©2012, Nesi Writes

Game Over Today

Image via Black-Eyed Suzie

I’m feeling game over. I can’t carry this relationship thing. I don’t feel a connection, beyond “we have a connection.” So, what’s next because I’m at gridlock, stalemate, and impasse? I’m just not feeling me feeling you. Maybe it’s only a today thing. We’ll see. Honestly, I’m not feeling you right now. My latest discovery of being disconnected from myself is possibly causing me to think as I am. I don’t know—mere guessing. Honestly, I do not feel you today, and I don’t want to try to fake it. See you tomorrow…

©2012 Nesi Writes